Already at the first invocation of Ganesha so much energy was streaming into my head and carrying me into an expanded field of consciousness. When Shiva Guruji Aruneshvar came quickly online and gave his blessings, I felt it intensely and I felt as if through the finest channels, which as an ocean of rays coming together on the top of my head and shoulders, softly streaming energy flowing into me. Lightful, light and filled with beauty.
Through this encounter I realized the meaning of following the dance of the breath more intensely and to become aware; the breath as stabilizing factor midst difficulties – being aware of the breath and thus realizing oneself and return into the flow – in and through the breath nurture the principle of observing – the breath, the self-awareness, realizing it to be inseparable, connecting everything. This knowledge has sunk into a deep layer in me.
A spark ignited, to practice really the first 5 Shiva Dhyan Yoga meditations, because the consciousness has attuned to it.
I could listen to Shiva Guruji with open ears, his teaching was totally clear and close to me, it was as if a voice of the universe was speaking with me. He also took thoughts and doubts of my mind and spoke about it without me saying anything. I felt as if I was added to myself, as a fresh water.
During the music sometimes I became one with it, then again the thoughts came. I observed it.
I return again and again to the breath. Energies, a feeling to become one, images from Krishna, blue light and thoughts were alternating. A feeling of gratitude for all the spiritual Masters came up in my consciousness and touched me to tears. I am moved!
It is as if I could grasp the soft energies in the air!
The world appears as a globe and is blessed with a golden light! A feeling of love for everything has come up.
Energies continue streaming through me and I lied down and fell asleep!
Thank you for this attention and wonderful gift!
Om Namah Shivaya